The Next Time You See This…..

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….don’t allow it to push you into fear, anger or the belief you are a victim. I know it’s hard, but let’s turn the tables on the ones who are doing this. What if every time we saw spraying, it triggered us to remember the truth of who we are? What if, instead of responding from a place of negativity, it moved us closer to Love? How long do you think this would persist? So my challenge to you is this; send love…..yes love, to those who are doing this. In truth, that is the only response we should have. Every time you react with anger or fear, you are adding that negative energy to their cause. You cannot be a victim- it is not possible! And most certainly Gaia cannot be a victim- to see her in that light is to put negativity around her. Remember the truth of who you are! Every time they spray be determined to use it as a trigger to remember the truth. If you just can’t find it within you to send love, than instead take a few seconds to affirm our true nature. We are one with our Creator- we are not separate bodies, we are eternal children of an all loving Creator. We can only move beyond this idea of being a victim by refusing to accept the illusion.  WE are creating this through our vibration of fear- by our belief we are little helpless victims of some terrible, evil force. That is only true if you want it to be. Be centered in your heart- remember the truth of who you are and let’s turn what appears to be a horrific act against humanity into a device for forgiveness.

Are We There Yet?

We’ve all been getting a little impatient, haven’t we? We want to “be there”….arrive at our destination…that destination being the 5th dimension, right? It feels as if we’ve been at this for a very long time; our patience is getting thin, our hearts are heavy with the sadness of looking at the atrocities taking place out there . Our bodies feel fatigued, our lives are in disarray as we tend to one crisis and then another. Relationships are strained, finances are tight, health issues are showing up and we sometimes wonder if anything positive is ever going to happen. Where is this 5th dimension…this “new earth” that we were promised? And why are we still seeing so many people deep in their unconscious state- totally oblivious to what is happening around them….how is that even possible?

Let’s look at it. From where I am sitting it appears the world is splitting apart. Growing even larger is the gulf between those who are ready to move into a world of unity consciousness and those who are still needing to experience a state of separation. The decision to stay in a world of duality or move into a higher state is one made on a soul level- it is based on your actual vibration. You have to be in tune with it first….in other words, you need to have come into the awareness of who you are- awakened enough to see the world around you for the illusion it is and then put forth the conscious effort to move beyond it. This movement into the higher dimensions is not something that just happens to you….you just happen to be in the right place at the right time. No, it is a conscious decision you make to change your mind about what you have perceived and believed to be your reality up to this point. It is work.

We live in a world of illusion. This is a holographic universe and we are projecting our thoughts and beliefs onto the screen of our shared mind. We are playing in creation. At some point, we- the aspect of the Creator that is considered you and that aspect of the Creator that is experiencing itself as me, decided to have an experience of “otherness”….separation. We thought it sounded interesting and we wanted to see what would come of a world that was cut off from Source. Well, now we know. Chaos, pain, unbelievable atrocities perpetrated upon one another and the total destruction of our beautiful mother earth. Clearly we are not meant to live in a state of total autonomy. All of our pain and suffering comes from the state of separation we have imposed upon ourselves.

Those who are choosing to not remember who they are at this time are not to be judged for needing or wanting more time to experience a third dimensional world. Take solace in the fact that those souls will continue their journey on a third dimensional plane that is not a world of enslavement. The prison planet of earth is going away and will not be returning.

So we are like little children kicking the back of our parent’s seat as we whine, “Are we almost there?” You know this answer, yes? It is not a destination. We are going nowhere….if anything, we are returning to ourselves. But in truth, even that doesn’t capture the truth of what is occurring.  We are choosing to forgive (let go of) this game we brought into being and bring about a world of peace and love. Compassion is what is called for at this time- great compassion for those still needing the experience of duality. Compassion for those still playing the games of a 3rd dimensional planet of separation. And compassion for ourselves as we muddle along this slippery slope. We are the ones holding the light of truth causing the illusionary world to fall away. It is our dedication to the truth that will bring about our arrival to that elusive destination we have conceptualized as the 5th dimension.

We assist those still caught up in the illusion by remembering the truth for them- by seeing the truth of who they are- even though they have forgotten it. We allow them- those who are, in truth, our “otherselves” to have their own experience. Being part of oneness, the best thing we can do for humanity is to raise our own vibration.

We made this world. We need not stay in it any longer than we want. It can be transformed in the single beat of your heart. ACIM says the end of this world will not come through its destruction, but through a change in our perception. And so it will, but we must be willing to surrender the world as we have known it. It takes trust. If you thought awakening was going to be a beautiful stroll into the sunset, you will find you have been mistaken. Your world is going to crumble- all that does not serve your highest good will fall away and/or be transformed. You need to be committed to this journey and want it more than anything else, but know that this journey is inevitable. You will take it- you must take it….your only choice is when.

I will leave you with this thought:           “Enlightenment is a destructive process. It
has nothing to do with becoming better or being happier. Enlightenment is the
crumbling away of untruth. It’s seeing through the facade of pretence. It’s the
complete eradication of everything we imagined to be true.”





A Prayer to Wake the Dreamer

I facilitate A Course in Miracles group that meets every week. We come together to help each other remember the truth of who we are. For 90 minutes we escape from the illusion of separation and join together in One Mind. It is the highlight of my week. Those who are drawn to be a part of this gathering are like-minded, loving people whose lights shine brightly. One brilliant sparkle that we are blessed to have join with us is a young woman by the name of Talitha. Five years ago she wrote this paper for a class and after she shared it with us, I knew I had to share it with the world. Please enjoy.

A Prayer to Wake the Dreamer

I will speak to you now                                                                                                      in the voice that nature has taught me to use.                                                                My words may not be many                                                                                             but what I have I will share.

I am not afraid to look you in the eye and tell these secrets                                       while smiling.                                                                                                                     For somewhere in you, the treasure is already found.

Beneath these words, and faces, and ages                                                                        I know you                                                                                                                    and I join the sky, earth, and animal forms                                                                 surrounding us                                                                                                              with this song                                                                                                                       a ceaseless chant                                                                                                               a constant lullaby                                                                                                             one not for sleep but waking.

“Remember, please Re-Member”,                                                                                 this time we are inside of                                                                                                  is a gift of witnessed completion,                                                                                        our mission                                                                                                                         to be the climax,                                                                                                                the fusion,                                                                                                                       the finale in a most complex production.

From fear to love we move together,                                                                             and quickly now,                                                                                                    shedding bad advice and enforced pessimism                                                                   to reveal the luster beneath,                                                                                               the pulsation of light we have carried so far.                                                                       To openly share our fierce and tender truths: this is our modern test.

We live in a challenging time.                                                                                             It is undeniable now.                                                                                                      And as friction to the fire is a necessary start,                                                                 so are these days of                                                                                                 required emergency.

We are learning that                                                                                                         to simply object to the various shades of oppression is secondary.                                 To live from the center of peace in every moment is Real, the point.                            This is our practice, our challenge:                                                                                   to shift our focus from what we don’t desire to what we know we all                               deserve.

Starting when we look in the mirror,                                                                                let the voice that greets us be patient, nurturing, honest and gentle.                          Then, when we encounter another, may we see beneath our beautiful             differences                                                                                                                        to acknowledge the same struggle and laughter and infinite grace.                                Let’s look deeply into each other;                                                                             meeting the gaze of friends, parents, the clerk at the store, the multiple               unknown perfectly placed in our paths each day, and even those who appear               to cause us harm.                                                                                                           Go deeper. Recognize the same source radiates at the core of those who                seem most polarized from our known ways of being.

And with the animals, wood, water, cloud and stone, let our interactions be              open and reverent, humble and awed.

The universe is playful and invites us through every form to begin again.


With all this said                                                                                                                   I will admit                                                                                                                            I know less and less from each hours passing,                                                              yet something beyond knowledge surfaces;                                                                       a new trust that all of history’s reasons empty                                                           themselves at our feet                                                                                                   asking to be crushed and collected, cured and explained                                                To form the finest vintage of clarity and compassion.

All that has come before leads here.                                                                                   I feel this                                                                                                                            and bow in gratitude for the struggles and suffering                                                         of so many beings                                                                                                             who have experienced and offered their lives                                                                  so we may finally see.


We are many in name,                                                                                                 separate in body,                                                                                                        unique to our stories,                                                                                                       yet something mysterious stirs us strongly to connect                                                      and                                                                                                                              everywhere I look                                                                                                              is the gaze of strangers                                                                                                   tired of feeling estranged. Each of us seem to be waiting for permission to                 drop our masks of forced certainty.

“Remember”                                                                                                                 your purpose of birth,                                                                                                       the ticket you accepted with devotion to assist                                                                  in this magnificent graduation.

We, the eternal children                                                                                                     in clumsy adult costumes                                                                                               are invited to play again,                                                                                             dream this world anew                                                                                                     and we can,                                                                                                                      we will,                                                                                                                                we must.

Here’s a game:                                                                                                            allow yourself a deservedly indulgent moment,                                                               let the landscape of society fade

Where you are

What you know

Who you’ve been

What is possible


Wipe clean the slate



Allow your highest ideal to show itself,                                                                         invite in the world as it could be

without struggle

without pain

full of beauty

and expanding connection.

Dive deep into this creation.                                                                                            Fill it with the images of your heart                                                                                and                                                                                                                                   rest inside this spaciousness                                                                                           for just a few seconds more.


Feel what it is to live here,                                                                                               try it on with your senses.                                                                                               See the colors,                                                                                                             hear the sounds,                                                                                                            feel each cell of being and body                                                                                  embracing this momentary world.                                                                                      And remember                                                                                                                 The place is real, this place is true.                                                                               It is just as real as any other possibility or experience we have already had.

Remember the flavor and acquire a taste for this opening.

What we come to                                                                                                             fast or slow                                                                                                                        is this:                                                                                                                                  a recollection of how to fully embrace who we are                                                         with our vulnerable and rowdy passions                                                                          and a need to share all we have.                                                                                   For there is really only one of us here.                                                                      And accepting this can end all confusion.

This wisdom is our birthright.

I believe your innocence is more powerful that any weapon or oppressive                     force.                                                                                                                               So please                                                                                                                         do not be afraid to dream again.                                                                                        It is the only place to begin the successful revolution.                                                    For if we cannot imagine it how will it ever be created?                                                    We need your truth now                                                                                                and you are ready to offer it.                                                                                               I honor and thank you for coming                                                                                      To play in the dreamer’s  garden.

~Talitha Holvenstot


Making a Difference

How can we make a difference in this world? What can each and every one of us do, starting today, to add light to this world? That is why we came here, right? To add our light to this world. Well, I have a suggestion…..surrender….don’t stop reading….go for it- explore this topic that causes fear in so many of us.

What is it like to live in a state of surrender? How is it so different from the way most people live their lives. And does it mean we give up control….give up our treasured free will? Let’s look at these questions so that we can bring some clarity to the one issue I harp on most….surrender!

First of all let’s define the word surrender. If you look it up in the dictionary you will find a slew of definitions including “cease resistance” ,relinquish control” and “to agree to stop fighting, hiding, resisting“. I have my own definition as it pertains to living a life of surrender and it is this: “Surrender is the acknowledgment of our invulnerability”. We do not believe we are invulnerable, now do we? We know we can be hurt- we learned that at an early age and so we do all we can to exert our control and make the world bend to our demands. Along with control comes our need to defend, that is, the need to justify & protect our positions, beliefs, actions, name and allegiances.  A Course in Miracles tell us that it is our belief in our littleness- our belief that we can be attacked….hurt, wounded, made a victim, that creates the need for us to defend. This is right out of ACIM- Workbook Lesson 26 (emphasis are mine):

“It is surely obvious that if you can be attacked you are not invulnerable. You see attack as a real threat. That is because you believe that you can really attack. And what would have effects through you must also have effects on you. It is this law that will ultimately save you, but you are misusing it now. You must therefore learn how it can be used for your own best interests, rather than against them.

Because your attack thoughts will be projected, you will fear attack. And if you fear attack, you must believe that you are not invulnerable. Attack thoughts therefore make you vulnerable in your own mind, which is where the attack thoughts are. Attack thoughts and invulnerability cannot be accepted together. They contradict each other.

The idea for today introduces the thought that you always attack yourself first. If attack thoughts must entail the belief that you are vulnerable, their effect is to weaken you in your own eyes. Thus they have attacked your perception of yourself. And because you believe in them, you can no longer believe in yourself. A false image of yourself has come to take the place of what you are.”

Take a look at the first highlighted quote: “It is this law that will ultimately save you, but you are misusing it now. You must therefore learn how it can be used for your own best interests, rather than against them.” He is referring to our belief in our littleness- our belief that we can be a victim. Until we change our mind about that and see the truth of who we are, we will continue to play the role of victim…and this world will continue to be a world of fear & pain. How do we give up our belief in littleness and walk in the truth of who we are? By surrendering to our Higher Selves, right? Aligning our will with our true God-self and giving up the ego–that is what he is referring to in the last highlighted point: A false image of yourself has come to take the place of what you are.”Until you actively surrender, you are living through your false, little, ego based self.

What happens when you begin to live this life of surrender? The prayer of surrender is a heartfelt acknowledgment that we no longer want to live a life out of accord with our God-self. We want to give up fighting against life and live in the flow of life- in accordance with who and what we were created to be. We want to live through our High Selves and therefore we ask for assistance…assistance with every decision we make….and we make thousands upon thousands of decisions every day. So you either are making them from a place of love or a place of fear. When you do a prayer of surrender you begin to make space for your Higher Self to speak to you & direct your actions, your thoughts and your words. You find yourself not acting on impulse- from emotion, but instead your responses come from a place of deep peace and a level of awareness not felt before. You are living life on a higher plane.

Everything changes. You start to notice synchronicities and tons of coincidences. You think of someone and they call you or connect with you in some way. Problems seem to unravel of their own accord and turn into opportunities. People seem more genuine, kind and helpful. When you hit bumps in the road, you have learned to accept that it just means something better is coming along, and so you relinquish it without fear or concern. No more lost sleep worrying about money, job, relationships or any other fear the ego use to toss at you to keep you preoccupied and in a state of distress. Everything that is not serving your highest good is removed or transformed. You start to carry on conversations with your guides and angels. Eureka! You’re living life above the fray- no more drama, no more indecision, no more worry.

Does this mean there is never a challenge or sadness or loss or….well, is it all rainbows and unicorns? No. I wish I could promise you that, but I cannot. But what I can promise you is that changes will occur and all will be for the better- ultimately. And once you really commit yourself to living this life of surrender, trust begins to build- indeed, you really learn trust in a big way- and you will need it. It’s a beautiful thing to know you are safe, protected and invulnerable, but it takes time to let go of the old ways. The ego will fight for you and you will need to be committed to this new way of living. The time it will take you to arrive in this new space is directly proportionate to the level of commitment you have- it can take a day or years….that is up to you. But I highly recommend a strong commitment, as it will be painful if you waiver between living through ego and living in alignment with your HS.

Bottom line: You can have a life of joy. A life that is worry free, stress free and peaceful. When you are in this space life will flow, and when bumps and challenges do show up, you don’t react to them in the same old way, because your walking about 7 feet above the fray- you’re aware of it, but it doesn’t rock you,… just keep moving forward. Forgiveness- that is, forgiveness without judgment, comes natural to you. You no longer feel the need to defend….defend against what!? You’re invulnerable! You’re safe! You cannot be attacked, so what is there to defend against! Nothing. You are living life as our Creator intended….a powerful life of love.

My Struggle with Chemtrails…..or Why It’s So Important To Look At What We Fear


I’ve struggled with chemtrails from the very first moment I was forced to accept the reality of their existence. Like most, I hid from the horrible implications of this most heinous crime against Gaia and her children. I could not fathom such evil existed. I do not accept being cast in the role of victim, so I went to my fallback position, which was to ask Sprit to help me perceive this in a different manner. It’s been about 3 years since I first became aware of the spraying and I have gone from one end of the spectrum to the other. I tried, I really tried to see it as energy needing to be released as humanity ascended, but then I would awaken to a sky crisscrossed in giant plumes of chemicals and I would feel anger, resentment, depression… name it. My peace was disturbed by this horrific, often daily, act. I had trouble believing all was in Divine Order and as a result I felt the need to do something….anything.

First I formed a THRIVE Solutions Group and we met a half dozen times or more, but I found that I felt even more helpless as we struggled to find a solution to this overwhelming problem. We were a handful of concerned people with no idea how to even make a dent in this massive chemtrail operation. So then I did a petition. That was depressing. So many people refused to look up….refused to see what was going on right above their heads. They went into fear….fiercely and aggressively they denied the very existence of this phenomenon. I actually had one woman say to me, “Ya, I heard about those and I see it, but I don’t want to know about it.”  I thought, well, it’s a little late for that!

Next I got angry. I handed off the THRIVE Group, which immediately fell apart due to apathy and frustration and I walked around pissed. The more angry I got, the more I saw the spraying- great big ol’ X’s right over my house. One day my flower bed and roses were covered in a thick white sticky type substance that could come from nothing other than the spraying. I was starting to feel the affect of the toxins in my body…see it in my trees and flower gardens. Boy, I was mad! I knew that this was not that different from what I’d experienced as a “victim” of the alien abduction story, so I knew I had to change my mind about this….but how? I couldn’t seem to move past my anger and feelings of victimization- for not just me, but Gaia…my beloved Gaia; her trees, streams and very breath were being poisoned. Overwhelming sadness would almost suffocate me at times. I asked Spirit daily to show me another way to perceive this.

One day I went out for my morning walk. I parked my car where the trail intersected the road….I could head north or south- I decided to go north, as the sky to the south was filled with tracks from spraying. I barely got started when a low flying jet came overhead, flying directly over my trail- toward me. He followed that curve in that trail exactly and flew right over my head spewing out his nasty poison. I stood there dumbfounded and in a bit of a stupor. That plane had flown low and ridiculously slow….I knew an illusion when I saw one! Just what was going on here! The plume of noxious fumes started at my turnaround point and ended at the intersection behind me….it was only in the airspace above the path I intended to walk and no more!   This had all the earmarks of a “lesson” and I realized I needed to get past my anger, my sadness and my feelings of being a victim….in other words, I had to align my thoughts with Spirit, not my small, fear based human ego. The egos voice in my head was chattering away like crazy and I struggled to get present so that I could hear Spirits message, as I knew there had to be one- this event was staged to get my attention and it had worked! Now I needed understanding. A Course in Miracles teaches us that peace can only come through understanding, and so I listened in the silence as I walked under that illusionary cloud of poison.

Of course that was the answer. I’d known it all along! This planet is a world of duality- good/bad, black/white, up/down, positive/negative. The people inhabiting this earth had fallen into fear- creating a world of separation- a world of their own making…not the home our Creator had prepared for us. So this is not our natural home, it is an illusionary world filled with the projections we all share through our fear based selves. We are a species in the throes of a huge step up the evolutionary ladder- we had tons of fear energy that needed to be released and this was the result. We were creating/allowing this to be by our very belief in being a victim. By refusing to look at it from a place of peace and understanding…that is, seeing it for the truth of what it was, we were perpetuating it by reacting with fear, anger, sadness or anything other than love! And by refusing to look at it -or even acknowledge its existence, we were giving consent….allowing it to be a part of our experience.

It was only a few days later that I did my morning study of the Course in my library….a room I had never used for that purpose and have not done so since, but as with all things, there was a reason. Upon completing a particularly wonderful prayer & meditation, I glanced out the window and saw two jets flying toward my house spewing out chemtrails. Because of the state I was in, I was not in the least bit disturbed to see this….instead I acknowledged that it was just an illusion. I focused on the nearest jet, closed my eyes and envisioned the pilot sitting in the cockpit. I simply looked at him, affirmed his innocence and extended love to him. There was no fear in any of this- just a deep reverence and awareness that this person & those responsible for this act were all children of God and totally innocent. I opened my eyes to see the plume of noxious spray instantly stop coming out of the jet- as well as having the cloud of fumes, for about 3 miles back, disappear in the blink of an eye. I started to weep with the joy of having experienced this miracle.

Now I turned my attention to the other jet, which was getting very close to my house. Again I focused on the pilot, making the same affirmations, but this time when I opened my eyes the entire trail of vaporous poisons disappeared. I continued to weep and give thanks for the miracle. I felt humbled and so grateful to have had the experience. I sat in silence for a long time.

When I did start getting on with my day, I kept an eye out for another jet as I wanted another opportunity to “zap” him.   (-:   Sure enough, right before noon another one came from the southeast, headed right over my house. I ran outside in order to see it better, as it was coming in very fast. I stood on the patio and centered myself. I went through the very same process and opened my eyes to see the jet straight above me- my head was tilted all the way back and the plume of spray was thick above me….then it happened. Not only did the spray disappear, but the jet was gone in less than a heartbeat. I gulped. I felt a tingle of fear as I ran around looking for the jet, but the sound of it was also gone…I had not only “zapped” the chemtrial, but the entire aircraft and pilot. I ran into my house, filled with fear and certain that the controllers would send out another jet to bomb my house and me! I called a friend to talk this through, as it was very upsetting for me- it took me a bit to realize that I hadn’t “zapped” the pilot into oblivion- I had simply raised my vibration out of the illusion– he and his spray were still there in that other timeline, existing just a hair below the one I was now in. (whew)

Eureka! I loved doing this…zapping the jets and their chemtrails! I’ve continued to do it with mixed results. It is clear I need to be centered in my heart- hold no fear or judgment about what I am seeing and truly extend unconditional love to the pilot and see him and the experience as totally innocent. It also appears that if I am with someone and zap a chemtrail, sometimes that person does not share in the experience of seeing it disappear. I’ve shared this with many people- I even sent it off to groups who are concerned deeply with this issue, but I don’t think they are buying it. I understand that.

Here’s the takeaway…..if you have fear around this issue or any other, I encourage you to try it. I have friends who have had the very same results as me. We don’t have to be super high vibrational beings to do this. We just need to remember the truth of who we are….divine children of a Creator who empowered us with amazing abilities to create our own reality. So let’s start creating it through our hearts…with Love instead of fear. We can do this!…..we must do this! Imagine the world we would haveit truly would be Heaven!


The Death of Karma

A while back….when we weren’t looking, karma slipped quietly from the planet. It had been born into the three dimensional world through the fear based thoughts humanity held against themselves and been supported by our belief in separation, along with the horrible thought that we had been abandoned by our Creator. We sustained karma by projecting our deep seeded guilt onto others and our selves. Humanity forgot that it was not possible for our Creator to forsake us and for the longest time we never realized that we were the ones that turned our backs on Him. This event created such a horrific sense of guilt that we could not bear to look upon it and so projection of our fear based thoughts brought into being a world that reflected and supported those very beliefs. After all, we are powerful children of a powerful Creator and we have been endowed with certain gifts. This world…this world that was originally created as paradise became a world filled with disease, destruction, pollution, war, abuse and death as a result of our thoughts.

And so the cycle began. We projected our fear onto our bodies which became sick physically, emotionally and mentally. We projected our fear onto the planet which had no choice but to reflect back to us those patterns of imperfection and our Heaven on Earth became hell. We projected our fear onto our “other selves” and we experienced more separation through poverty, racism and war. Our belief in separation was so strong that it followed us even beyond our seeming death- the bodies demise being the ultimate proof that we were indeed finite, limited beings. So upon leaving our body karma said to us, “You have not learned your lessons! Go back into form and try again…only this time try to get it right! You harmed another and so you must pay the price.” And we bought into it. Really what option was there- it was our game- we made the rules and now we had to play by them. And so the beautiful planet of earth became a planet of recycling….souls coming into form over & over again in an effort to “get it right.”  We became trapped by the game of karma. We bought into it hook, line & sinker….the idea that we were flawed…. the idea that we were limited, little, imperfect failures at life.

It seemed an impossible situation. How does one awaken when one does not even know he is sleeping? Well, our Creator thought of that and he set the alarm…that’s right. Because we were given free will, we were allowed to have this experience of separation…this “fall into darkness”, but we would not be left to languish in the darkness forever…writhing in the pain brought on by our guilt and feelings of abandonment. Our alarm clocks are going off now- certainly you see and feel that something is occurring…..we are being awakened in whatever way our Higher Self has determined works best for us. So rub the sleep from your eyes…there is work to be done! It is time to remember the truth of who you are….innocent, perfect children of an all Loving Creator. We are Love created by Love. We do not need “lessons” and we do not need to learn anything other than to remember who we are. We are all here at this time for the very same reason. Each and every one of us has a job to do…a job that we have been chosen for, gifted with and entrusted to complete. You know what it is.  Karma has left the planet- there are no more excuses for buying into the game of fear. Extend only Love…..forget fear… it was never real to begin with.  (-: 

Reflections on the Ozark Mountain UFO Conference

It was such an honor to speak at the conference held in Eureka Springs recently. I was in good company with the many well respected UFO investigators, experiencers and media people, but certainly the very best part was connecting on such a personal level with those who came to hear my lecture.  One young man told me he drove eleven  hours, straight through, specifically so he could be there in time to catch my talk! I cannot and do not want to single out any others, as each and every person that took the time to stop by my table or approach me to share a story, ask a question or simply say “thanks” has touched me on a very deep level. I was told by Da that this book would find its way into the hands of those who were meant to read it and that it would be a catalyst to those who were ready to receive its message, and you all certainly have proven that to be true.

My partner & I left for Eureka Springs on Tuesday as we wanted to take our time driving down and spend a little time exploring the community before the conference began. We have fallen in love with the uniqueness of the village and enjoyed our stay there immensely. We had been lamenting the fact that our “guys” had not been around for awhile, but they showed up the night before our departure and administered reiki to both of us. It was amazing- we both felt the effects for several days. Jim had never gotten an energy transference such as this before and I was grateful that they included him in the gift. I know they did this for me so that I would be relaxed and composed for my lecture, and no doubt they knew that Jim would also benefit. It was funny the next morning, as we compared notes as to what had gone on- he’d heard the three sharp raps that often precede their entrance, but was befuddled about their preoccupation with his feet. (smile) I explained that these guys love to do energy transference- otherwise known as reiki and it usually entails touching or rubbing our feet.

So we were very happy to have the guys back. I was also aware of their presence while we were in Eureka Springs and was not overly surprised when I learned there had been a UFO sighting above the hotel where we had our dinner. I am not claiming it was them- although I will ask them, but I am thinking that they might have thought it beneficial to our overall cause to make an appearance- they certainly have been known to do that in the past. Here’s a link to some pictures:

I’ve heard from many of you since returning home and I think a common thread running through the emails is the acknowledgement of the deep sense of connection we all felt. A few have asked why that would be, so I am going to address it now, as I love the answer and want to expand on it.

What we were feeling was a resonance of our vibration- “like recognizing like”, which is giving us all a small sample of what we will experience when humanity on this planet reaches unity consciousness. Sweet, right? We said things like, “I feel like I know you…you feel like family….I remember you….” that is the awareness of the Christ consciousness in another- which is not really another, since we are all One. So it is the acknowledgement of our Oneness. The divine in me sees and appreciates the divine in you. Which is why I end my book with the word “Namaste” because it is exactly what I endeavor to do when meeting someone. I see the truth of who you are and I extend the Love that I am to the Love that you are, thereby increasing that vibration in both of us and in the world. That is how unity consciousness works- it is being in awareness of your Being– feeling your connection to Source always.

People are afraid they are going to disappear or lose themselves when we move into that vibration of Oneness, but those of us who experienced this heart-to-heart connection this past week at the conference know that we only want more, right? If that’s disappearing, bring it on! In truth it is an amping up of our vibrational frequency as we move closer to remembering the truth of who we are and leave the illusionary world behind. We are creating Heaven on earth, which is what the second coming of Christ is all about- it is this awareness that is coming onto the planet now that will restore earth’s children to their natural state. The way we were originally created was in this state of Oneness- it was never our Creators intent that we suffer, struggle and eventually seem to die. Would this be the kind of world you would create for your beloved child? Then why do we believe our Supreme Creator would make a world such as this for us? Goodness….God did not place us in this hellish place- we did when we chose to forget our divine nature. Our Father/Mother God is incapable of creating anything that is less than perfect or eternal.

It was this glimpse of Oneness- this beginning step into our new earth that we experienced while at the conference, but we don’t need to just go back into the old 3-D world….we have an obligation to continue this practice of remembrance, for ourselves and for all those who are still sleep-walking through life. Keep looking for that spark of divinity in all you meet and keep extending Love to all you encounter. Do this and I promise you your life will change- your world will change. As Da has told me many times…it starts with one.

So I will be back down to Arkansas for the Transformational Conference being held June 20-22 in Springdale. I look forward to seeing some of you again, as well as making new connections with those feeling called to be there.