Picking Up the Pieces of My Life

I have been absent for awhile. Since about March, I have not been able to find the energy or clarity of thought to post to this blog. I am slowly recovering, but it remains to be seen if I will return to full health without any residual effects.

I got pretty angry when I realized what had happened to me…even before the diagnosis of poison, I was not happy to see my body struggle with a debilitating illness that I was not able to heal. To say it pushed a lot of buttons would be an understatement!  Buttons that I thought I’d pretty well moved beyond. I demanded to know where my protection had been…how had THEY (my guys) allowed this to happen to me!?  Then I demanded that they fix it! Well, they didn’t and they aren’t going to.

The thing about poison is that it messes up not just your bodies ability to function physically, but it also drains your energy and does damage to your nerves and internal organs…worst of all, it affects your mind. Your thoughts become very fuzzy and it gets difficult to even hold a conversation. I lost my connection to my Higher Self, my angels…and my guys. So not only could I barely walk or talk, I couldn’t think straight. The quality of my life dropped to a near zero. I requested that I be allowed to leave and knew that I was to be presented with an exit in September. I confirmed that I would take it.

I shared with my significant other the decision I had made to part ways with the body that had served me so well. While not happy with it, he understood and supported me. I called my attorney and made an appointment to put all my affairs in order. I was not going to use suicide as a means of leaving this plane- although, in truth, all departures are a decision we make on some level….so all transitions could be called suicide, I suppose.  I just knew the exit would present itself. I was relieved and comfortable with my decision.

That’s when I got a message from Inelia Benz- a lady I had much admired and followed. Her teachings were inspired and spoke right to me. Her reaching out to me via Facebook was a complete surprise! She insisted that I come visit her asap. Even as sick as I was I knew I had to go. I’d committed to a fairly heavy lecture schedule and was doing all I could to keep those commitments. I cancelled the ones I could, but went on to do some of the more major conferences,  but I was functioning at about 10%. When it came time for me to leave for Washington state to spend a few days with Inelia, I  gave serious consideration to cancelling. I had zero energy. I was numb with fatigue and wanted only to curl up in a ball to sleep forever.

But I went, even though I knew the long plane ride was going to be a challenge. Something about sitting for more than about 40 minutes does not work well with the poison flowing through my body. My extremities would swell up and start to throb. There would be sharp pains hitting in random places throughout my body- like someone was poking me in various spots with a branding iron. Then there is the burning sensation in my arms and legs. Like a really bad sunburn. But none of the physical pain amounted to anything compared to the dizziness, fatigue, foggy thoughts and overall sadness that had accompanied the loss of my life. I was confused. Why? I couldn’t understand why this had happened. I was suppose to be protected. I had kept my frequency high. I lived fearlessly- I still do not fear anything….so where did this distortion in my bodies energy field come from and why couldn’t I bring about the necessary healing? And where were my guys!?

One of the first things Inelia did when I arrived was to ask me if I knew why she had insisted I come visit her. Of course, I had no idea. You cannot imagine my surprise when she looked me in the eye and said something like, “I understand you are planning to leave.” I felt like a little kid caught with their hand in the cookie jar! She quickly said that she did not bring me here to talk me out of that decision and even understood why I might take that option. But she felt there were things I didn’t have a clear view of and before making such a final decision, I might want to see the whole picture.

We spent hours and hours talking over the next few days. Inelia was so very generous with her time and attention. I absolutely loved being in her energy.

Since the objective of this post is to bring you up to date on where I’ve been and what’s been happening, I won’t go into a lot of detail. But I know it raises more questions than it answers if I am too brief or try to skip over significant parts. So I will just say that the message Inelia had for me was to understand I was not alone. I was never alone- just as none of us are. I had lost my connection to my ET family, my soul family, my angels and my Higher Self, but that did not mean they weren’t still there. They were. And they were the ones who reached out to Inelia and asked her to intervene on my behalf. I cried with amazement and wonder when she told me that.

Now the question everyone asks eventually. Was I attacked? And this is the question I hate to even consider, as it appears to put me in the role of victim. I am eternally grateful that I had Inelia there to help me work through it. So….was I attacked? Yes. But does that make me a victim? No. I am a player in a game of good vs. evil. Light and dark. Call it what you will- it is a game of contrasts and those on the other side of the fence from me did not like my forthright, outspoken ways. They set out to silence me. I hold no malice for those who believe that is the way to best play this game. I extend only love to them….it is not in me to do otherwise. “They” did nothing to me I did not, on some level, agree to experience.

Like all things in my life, this episode of poisoning will eventually show itself to be an experience of higher learning that I could not have achieved in any other manner. I am reconnecting with my guys and my Higher Self and what I have been told was that it was an initiation. An event that I wanted to experience before leaving this 3rd…4th dimensional world of duality. When I look up the word initiation I see highlighted for me this definition:  Signifying a transformation in which the initiate is “reborn” into a new role. To say I have already learned so much from this experience would be the understatement of the century.

So that is what I have been up to! I have left out huge chunks of the story, but to include the sensational, gory details is to turn it into a drama….and I have no interest in highlighting those parts of this journey. I prefer to stay focused in the Now moment as that is where I find healing and peace. I have work to do, as there are many, many who are still stuck in fear. We are about to experience some great upheavals in our world….the shattering of many illusions. I want to be there to assist those who have been too distracted to notice the changes taking place. Many will be caught unaware.

If nothing else, these past few months have cultivated in me a deeper compassion and understanding for those who are challenged by physical, mental and emotional issues. We are all ONE. We will continue to move toward the Light and away from the painful world of illusion that our fearful thoughts have created. Thank you to all the many, many, many kind and loving souls who have supported me during this time. I appreciate each & every loving thought and word expressed on my behalf….those thoughts and those energies made a difference. Make no mistake. I felt the love.  And to Inelia….well, there are no words….your unselfish spirit and open heart blessed me in ways too numerous to say. I love you sweet lady….


100 thoughts on “Picking Up the Pieces of My Life

  1. Wow! And thank you for sharing this, and for not leaving. Your cards have become an anchor in our house, they sit there unassumingly on the table but when asked they bring great wisdom and encouragement. Many people use them and love their message. It wouldn’t feel as good using them if I knew you had passed especially under such awful circumstances. So thanks for your courage and trust that we can all get through this narrow opening into the light. Much love, Lou

  2. We love you sherry!! Welcome back ! And thanks for being so courageous and for sharing your experiences with us. I’m not the kind of person that leaves comments on article but I was surprised, moved and inspired and I too love inelia Benz I follow her for years and went to one of her workshops… Big hugs from barcelona from a venezuela<3

  3. Thank you so very much for all that you have done to enlighten us. I am so very glad you have taken the time to let us know how you are, we were really worried about you. I will send you light and love.

  4. Thanks for sharing your journey Sherry. Glad to hear about your rebirth which gives us more time to share with you on this planet. You are a sweet lady too you know! Much love and thank you for everything you do.

  5. This illusion of good against bad is embedded in the One and you are IT. Remember, there is only ONE . go there inside you and heal yourself from there. You have never left…. Its only an illusion. Very real when one is here, but, nevertheless, only an illusion. And LOVE is a primary force, stronger than anything else…. Much Love to you, my sister, Angela

  6. sherry I suffered from the same type of situation I’d say you didn’t lose your connection and you now know you never will they will never abandon you sherry unless you choose to abandon yourself and it seems you didn’t. take care sherry

    • Exactly Roger! The messages Inelia got from three different ET groups, my soul family, Gaia and then my Higher Self to her Higher Self was that they were fearful they were losing me. The connection that had always been so strong was broken, due to the attack. Under the influences of such a bold assault on all aspects of my bodies, I lost myself….Anyway, it was quite the experience! One I am still learning and growing from. Much love to you Roger and thank you for your beautiful and spot on comment!

  7. I have missed you..and wondered what was going on….Good, you are back…I would like to ask you one thing ?? A lady called Lily Earthling…says that we have to connect to moder Earth and the Earth timeline….Do you feel or know anything about this ?? Hugs

    • Hi Filippa~ I do not have any information in regard to your question. The only thing I would say is that every soul should, at this time, be very present and living through their heart. Being heart centered is the key. Remember the truth of who we are- the Divine incarnate- will assist us in releasing our fears. And if we are in the Now moment, the ego (fear) cannot be present. It’s not so hard….we want to over complicate it…that’s the ego making us think we need to work our way into the higher frequencies. Thank you for taking time to comment!

  8. Thank you for staying, Sherry; thank you for sharing your thoughts; thank you for all the gifts you have already given us. Lots of love, light and hugs from The Czech Republic.

  9. Oh my goodness! I had no idea, Sherry, and I am so glad for Inelia’s intervention. My prayers to you and my glee at your recovery in all ways. Thank you for sharing this with us. It lifts us all to know of your journey and the hope and knowledge that we are never truly alone, no matter how it feels to us. Thank you.

  10. Dear Sherry, your journey, your re-birth brought me to tears of both sadness understanding, and joy. I am aghast at your experience. (Did not realize my other comment had posted as it was a response to your e-mail–which I had accidentally’ deleted from my desk computer but was on my ipad.) What you shared is huge. Please know how much you matter, how much your work and that of Inelia’s is needed. I and others in my circle have been going through similar journeys in terms of their severity and the feelings of being abandoned by our higher selves, etc. When I was at my lowest, I made the decision to live no matter how hard it got and that I would not abandon myself the way my angel, guides, higher self, God had abandoned me. It’s been a rough journey. I SINCERELY HOPE THAT YOU AND/OR INELIA SHARE HOW WE CAN RECONNECT TO OUR SPIRITUAL ENTOURAGE if that should happen again in the future. Abundant blessings to you. God bless us all

    • Hello Vi~ Thank you for taking the time to write and share. Please scan through the postings and find the one from “Roger”. He talks about how my angels, Higher Self and God never abandoned me, but I abandoned myself. Which is exactly true. Those times when we feel cut off from our Source or any of our higher connections, it is not that THEY are gone- it is that we have allowed- through our unconscious fear- to have a wall of fear go up around us, thereby making our connection unattainable. Only we can drop that connection. Our Creator & Higher Self is ALWAYS sending love & light to us- but we are not always open to receive it. Finding our way back to the Light is the challenge. And it can get mighty hard! Remembering the truth of who we are is critically important- never for a second believing we are a victim we must always affirm our power. Call on your Higher Self or angels, even when you don’t feel them near. KNOW that they are there- KNOW that the dropped connection is on your end. Release your fear. Sit in silence- open your heart and allow the Light in…or, in truth, allow the Light that is within you to shine forth. In Oneness~ Sherry

  11. Hi Sherry. I met you in Pensacola a couple times at your talks. Your strength and courage are amazing. I’m sending Loving thoughts your way.

    • Hey Kathy! Oh yes…I remember my last lecture in Pensacola….OMG, I was so sick! I was sure I would fall off the stage!! I do hope I get another opportunity to visit your group- such a great bunch!!! Only next time I will be in full force!! Thank you for the message & support–always appreciated!

  12. Sherry.. so sorry to hear how low you have been. Please email me for a chat as I appear to have had your email address wiped out of my system…!!! Interesting that.

    Steve has also been a very difficult space lately like yourself.. maybe it is something the Experiencers are going through at this time? Very similar symptoms to your own.

    Sending you so much love and care and all members of my own Forum have now put you on their healing lists to get you back on your feet.

    Please write…

    Huge hugs.. Annie Ashley-Jones

    • Annie…soooo nice to hear from you! No less than 3 times did I start an email to you, but felt too overwhelmed to write it….so much has gone down- I mean some really bizarre things! I will email you- yes, my 7 month old laptop crashed expectantly two weeks ago & I lost everything. Good thing I had a back-up. I think we should Skype! Love to you and Steve!!

  13. Dear Sherry, I just recently (literally a few days ago) learned of your many Interviews on YouTube and I instantly resonated with you and feel a connection and love for you. I was so very keen to hearing more of your story, and then I read the latest blog news update on here. I am so very deeply saddened and sorry for what is happening. You are in my prayers and am sending you my love and hope you feel peace and healing from all of us who deeply care about your health and well-being. I have also connected with you via email to share a story I feel may interest you. I however understand you may not be up to reading much or responding soon. Please rest well and take good care of yourself. God Bless, love and hugs, Susan

    • Thank you Susan for your kind words and support. I appreciate each and every gesture, thought and prayer offered up on my behalf- it is helping tremendously. I am well on my way and will use this experience to empower me even more, as it is not possible for darkness to triumph over Light! much love~ Sherry

      • Oh Sherry, I am so thrilled to read you are doing much better, from the latest comments! Wonderful news! Im sure, we will continue to send you love and look forward to hearing you made a full recovery and are back on your beautiful track. Looking forward to hearing more from you and your adventure. 🙂 Love and hugs, Susan

      • Dear Sherry, I recently bought your book, and I cant put it down. What a journey you have been on and still are on. For you to have put yourself out there day after day, sharing your story and helping others to ‘not feel alone’ is amazing. We are all so very lucky to have you share your words. So many things in your book, so far, have spoken to me. Thank you for being you and having the courage to share. You have been a candle light in the darkness for many Im sure. Your honesty and willing to share in your book, in interviews and seminars, and be there for us is truly comforting in a world filled with confusion. I still await in much anticipation for your response to my email. I cant wait to hear from you to hopefully shed some light to my experiences that have me wondering for so many years too. Please continue to get strong and healthy. Love and light to you. xo Susan

  14. Sherry — just minutes before going to your blog and reading about your illness I sent a request for a phone conversation with you. Please, no hurry; your health is far more important. Along with the many others I wiash you health and peace.

    Chuck Gerlach

    • Hello Chuck. I am on the mend and able to put in fairly long days again, but am trying not to push too hard. I appreciate your consideration. Where did you make the request for a phone conversation? Not sure I ever saw that, but in any event I am unable to meet that request. I have my hands full with answering emails, doing lectures & interviews…on top of my full time career in real estate. /-: Much Love to You!

  15. Sherry: I’m a student of Christian Mysticism and the teachings of the ancient mystics and the messages you convey from those of higher dimensions are mostly identical. I’m new to spirituality and this confirmation of these ancient teachings from our three dimensional world is very exciting for me. I am so grateful for your sharing your experiences with me and many others. You are definitely bringing more light into our planet by teaching us how to remove the blockages we’ve placed over the light from our souls. Again, thank you

  16. Sherry, you are way “show”er for a lot of us. Your steadfast and pragmatic yet inspired way about you has helped many of us know there is better way than the sometimes helter skelter way we sometimes feel about our “experiences”. In a positive and strong light I think of you and and thank you for your sharing, strength and story that has helped so many. Cheers and many blessings,

    • Hey “Joe from Boulder”….nice to hear from you and much appreciation for taking the time to comment in such a positive way. It means a lot to me to hear from people like you! We are all in this together, yes? In Oneness~ Sherry

  17. Dear Sherry, Your words help clarify my path for which I’m most grateful. A question re Jesus. Were the things He did which we regard as miracles, such as healing, raising the dead, walking on water, the result of his being in the fifth dimension?

    • Hi Roger. Well, as I make no secret of the fact I am a huge Course in Miracles student I will reference those teachings in my answer. Jeshua (or Jesus) makes it clear that miracles are our birthright and when they don’t occur something has gone wrong. Well….something is clearly wrong in our world, right? And yet, every now & again we hear of miracles. I have experience many in my life! So they are available to us in the 3 dimensional world, but it is rare because we have forgotten who we are- we do not believe we have the ability to do the things Jeshua did, and yet he tells us, “All this and more shall you do”. It is because we are so entrenched in the illusion that we are not able to perform miracle. Jeshua could because he was always connected to Source and always aware of his true nature- he knew he and the Creator were one. Hope that helps!

      • Yes, very helpful. I should have realized this myself as i’m on my second reading of ACIM. Three years ago at the tender age of 69 I put myself on a spiritual path. Before that I was closer to being an angry atheist. I’m in the process of shedding many decades of misunderstanding and unhelpful habits at the same time expanding my heart and consciousness that I may be closer to Source/God. Your messages confirm what I’ve learned about what’s deep in my soul as well what I’ve learned is in deep space. As above, so below. That passage from Jeshua “All this and more shall you do” is so powerful it’s almost incomprehensible. Thank you again for confirming the validity of my being on this path.
        Love and Blessings to you,.

  18. God bless you! I was wondering how you are doing recovering from your poisonings. I hope much better. I sure much healing has been sent, and I feel you may not be fully recovered, I will send you loving energy also.
    I have felt an amazing empathy with you that makes my soul cry joyously.
    How have the September energies been effecting you?
    Mellowness, good vibes and one love to you. Sarah

    • Such a sweet message and so timely for me to receive. Thank you Sarah! I am, like so many, releasing, releasing, releasing…..another way of saying surrender & TRUST. Just when you think you have it pretty well figured out, Life says, “oh no….there’s always room for growth!” I am doing my best to tap into these energies and I feel them expanding and increasing daily. It is quite something!! Finally, after so long it is happening…there can be no doubt now. Much Love to You~ Sherry

  19. Dear Sherry,
    Your blog here and also many of Your YouTube video interviews brought tears in my face. Ever since I discovered you by some synchronicities I can’t stop listening to your stories day and night. I am almost obsessed with you now. I am so glad that you are on the way of recovery because so many people still need you whether they know you as of yet or not. I, too, have been suffering the heavy and dense energy of this earth and emotionally down and feeling ill for many months but after hearing your voice I’m slowly recovering from the state of deep sadness and first time in years I’m finding a hope that I may find peace and happiness while I’m still in this physical body on this earth. I will order your book from Amazon and will carry it wherever I go as a reminder of a hope on this planet and also for my life. Thank you so very much for all you do and who you are. I love you so much! I hope to see you in person one day~

    • Angel Keiko…..you must be an angel to write such a beautiful, sweet note to me at such a timely moment. It had been a tough week and as I drove along I gave serious consideration to whether I could continue to serve in this capacity. It takes a huge amount of trust for me, as I live moment to moment on the stream of income generated by my real estate sales, which are a bit challenging for me since the poisoning. I do get disheartened at times with what feels like overwhelming challenges and so I declared, out loud to the universe, that I was done. I simply could not continue- I needed to focus on getting my body healed and earning a living. I pulled in for gas & as the fuel ran into my tank I checked my emails…..and there was your message. I could not stop the tears. I knew this message was a reminder of what is REALLY important. And so I go forward with renewed conviction that all is good in the world and we will make it into the Light. We are never alone- we are all connected- we are ONE. So I say THANK YOU for putting me back on track! We shall meet someday soon! Much Love & Gratitude~ Sherry

      • Dearest Sherry,
        What a surprise gift from heaven! Your reply to my message to your blog was really one of the most heartwarming surprise gifts I have received in a long time. Thank you so very much. I cried so much that all of make-up is gone now…
        Sherry, I have been studying spirituality a lot for past 20 years or so. I have been meditating regularly, doing all kinds of “pick-me-up” methods for many years but none of the things I listened to or did moved my heart so greatly until I saw you and heard your messages. You really don’t know how much your messages meant for my existence. I now have hopes in my life. Your messages really have more power than any other affirmations or law of attraction methods that I’ve tried to keep me stays positive. I have been telling about you to all of my friends and family now. My “non-spiritual “sister even resonated with your stories because her personality and how she is is much like how you used to be based on your story. LOL
        You are an angel to many of us on the earth, Sherry. I understand how hard it was for you to have courage to step up into the public to share what you’ve been sharing despite of your daughters’ disapproval. I’m absolutely certain that you will have wonderful relationship with both of your daughters very soon. That is the gift it’s waiting for you to receive next. That’s another reason you will continuously stay here on the Gaia as a wonderful amazing mom and soul, Sherry. Therefore, you are NOT done! I don’t mean to dwell on my past story but I have a son and I do understand how it feels like when we lost connection to our loved ones. He was all I had as my family in this country but he had left me without any prediction. At those moments, I wanted to leave this earth. He came back and I have a wonderful loving relationship with my son now. I didn’t do anything to gain my son’s love back. The universe did that part. I was just being myself and trusted the universe.
        I’m originally from Japan and I’m going to introduce you to my YouTube channel. Your book will be published in Japanese language very soon! I know. You will probably be invited to speak in Japan, too. I wish I could be the host to invite you in my city but I don’t have the capacity to do it right now but I hope you will come to Georgia area to speak one day so I will make sure to be there!
        Please take great care of yourself. I truly pray and hope that you, your guides, and archangels will give your body and mind all the necessary nourishments you need to recover 100%. Power of love surrounding you is much stronger than any of the lower energy including the illness.
        May you be blessed!
        Many blessings and much love,

  20. Hi Sherry,
    I’m so glad you are feeling better! I just discovered your blog and wanted to thank you for your teachings and bravery. I just finished reading your book, and learned so much! Thanks again for being a beacon of light!!!

    Love and Light,

  21. Thanks a bunch for telling your stories. I have a much clearer picture of what I can do with my own challenging perspectives.

  22. Hi Sherry, thanks for sharing your feelings with us. My friend departed this world 3 weeks ago. I had not had contact with her for 10 years. She called me and we aranged to meet for lunch. We shared some laughs and stories of the good old days, 4 days later she was gone. I was left bewildered and broken hearted wondering why the hell didn’t she or why coudn’t she tell me anything was wrong? So thanks, you are very brave, as you can see from all these messages there is a lot of love and support for you.

    I find i get depressed from doing unhappy things or associating with negative people. My answer was asking myself the question of “what can I do that would make me happy?” And then I go do that, whether it’s my favorite lunch, new job or new life. Hope this helps.

    I’m a big fan of the contactee movement. All the way from the 50’s with Daniel Fry, Howard Menger, George Adamski and modern contactees such as yourself. I also admire the ufo researchers such as Linda Moulton Howe, Dr Hynek and others. You are all my hero’s for your dedication and bringing forth messages of light and love. Hopefully together we can turn this world into a better place.

    I was just watching your interview on youtube and you mentioned the alien said he was in a container body, which is exactly what the alien says in “Roswell alien interview-chapter 6” on youtube. Have you ever heard this interview and agree with any of it?. All the best, love Court.

    • Thank you for the message Courtney! Our unhappiness in this world comes from our feelings of separation- not remembering the truth of who we are. We feel alone, abandoned, fearful and unsafe. We believe too strongly in the illusion- we think we are a body and can be harmed or even die. We worry about having to make money to feed & shelter ourselves and/or our family. We are distracted by our overwhelming fear. The cure is to remember the truth of who we are! We are eternal beings just playing in a game. This particular game on this planet is called the game of duality- so we have lots of contrasts- good vs. evil. It is all made up so that our soul can have these types of experience, but we take it way too seriously. I am sorry about your friend, but do trust that her journey is the right one for her souls progress. Just as the ET’s say their bodies are containers, so could we say the same thing. Much Love & Light to you~ Sherry

  23. Sherry~

    If we are to leave anything at all behind upon our crossing let it be an illuminating legacy. The source of that which you so elegantly carried thus far has ignited many wicks and it is this continued flicker that will offer not only hope, understanding and unity but perhaps most importantly…clarity.

    Keep on keeping on~

  24. Oh boy, what a ride i’m having today after having discovered YOU and your interviews, than this last blog post and all the comments. .. You lit my light back again, speaking the least. And your connection to Inelia, my latest discovery of another light keeper. There are no coincidencies… No words to say enough – just a humble thank you for what you’ve done so far and your message to us all. Dear Sherry, keep up, get well and strong. You are much needed and appreciated:)
    With love, grana

    • Oh my gosh……your posting touched me so much! Thank you for the sweet message….such love comes thru in all these postings…I am the one who is humbled!!
      Blessings & Love to you! ~Sherry

  25. Hi Sherry,
    I discovered you on youtube last night and watched you speak for an hour on stage & I was mesmerized by your story.I cried when you said our star family is waiting for us and that they love us unconditionally…I’m wondering if the tears were flowing because it was in that moment that I remembered a deep connection to them and knew what you were saying was the truth…and because my crown Chakra was tingling while you said those words ha-ha. How can I find out more about my star family origins etc?
    I cant wait to read your book and I wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas & send love & light to you all the way from the Northern Territory in Australia, keep shining xoxo

    • Hello Lisa in Northern Australia! I am pleased to say I have made many friends from your wonderful country! You have a lot going on there!
      Your reaction to that part of my lecture is quite typical. There is something deep within us all that knows the truth when we hear it. If it touches our heart before our mind has time to analyze it, dissect it & reject it we recognize it as true. (-: Because so many are asking how to connect with their star family, I will put a short article on my blog about that very thing…soon, okay? I need to start writing again and that is the very thing to get me going. Have a blessed Christmas! Love~ Sherry

  26. Dear Sherry,

    Ever since I heard your story for the first time I connected with you as if I’ve known you all my life, your words have always been sincere and authentic resonating deep within my heart. Sharing your life events has given me courage to accept and share my own experiences.

    We are all in this together, we are all human, we are all connected…we all hurt, cry, laugh, and we all desire the same things in life. With the knowing that there is this master plan in motion, even if we can’t see it at the moment. Its Grand to know we are not alone!

    It saddens me deeply to hear what dark moments you’ve undergone. I’m grateful and happy that you have chosen to stay. Thanks for the enrichment and enlightenment you have brought to our lives with your experiences. I will always be grateful, again thanks for staying.

    Get well, get strong, receive my light, gratitude and love for they are yours!

  27. What a beautiful message Mercedes! I thank you for it- from the bottom of my heart. The timing is good for me to hear this as my little constant companion Maltese- Pookie, is in the hospital fighting to stay alive. I am so sad to watch him struggle, but your words help to put it in perspective. We are, indeed, all one. And this hell that we have created by our belief in separation is coming to an end. I accept with much gratitude, your light & love! Blessings~ Sherry (and Pookie)

    • I just want to send powerful love energy to Sherry and Pookie. No matter what Pookie’s soul decides to do at this moment on this earthly time and space, we all know that we are eternal beings and we will all get together again. I genuinely send much love for Pookie and Sherry. I love you…

  28. So glad you decided to stay Sherry, and so glad Inelia helped you! Praying for Pookie,s healing at a DEEP level. Much love, Alison in Italy

    • Thank you so much. Prayers are always gratefully accepted! Pookie is coming home today, but at this moment his little body is paralyzed from the neck down. We are expecting a miracle. Love & Blessings to you~

  29. Sherry, I just discovered your blog. I have your wonderful book. We had a brief “debate” on Facebook recently. I feel a connection to you via similar experiences/lessons in life. I have had visitations all my life. They started out negative and scary. In one of them as a child, a tall skinny white entity with almond black eyes screwed something in my left ear. Later the ear became so infected (don’t they use disinfectant?) that I needed to be air lifted to Eau Claire, WI for emergency ear surgery from out little town of Wisconsin Rapids. I banished these particular beings from my life in 1996. Since then I have what I call angels of god in my life. In 2010 I had a total nervous breakdown due to a strange severe reaction to CIPRO, an anti-biotic. I was anxiety and depressed with no energy. I could not leave home because my mind was no longer able to function in mainstream society. I lay in bed day after day. Thanks to my open prayer, I was given a vision of a golden pocket watch floating in mid air in a very dark room. But the watch began to float through a shaded window into beautiful blue sky and a luscious garden! I held on to this vision for dear life. I found medical people who could help me. One psychiatrist who has had his own ET experiences (what a godsend) helped me work through all this. So you are not alone in your experience. I hear you repeatedly claim not to be a victim. This seems to be a big deal to you. I do not understand why. If someone or something attacked you, in that sense you are a victim. However, you can rise like a Phoenix (where I now live) and triumph. You only need to be a victim long enough to stabilize and move on. You also claim in videos that evil does not exist. Sherry, it truly does exist. Once you reach 5th density it is reconciled with good, but in 3D evil is very real. Perhaps you have realized that now since recent videos suggest that you are now aware that there is a battle going on. This battle is eternal in 3D. I choose not to participate, but sometimes I end up being collateral damage (as the military says when an innocent person gets injured or killed by a bomb). Blessings to you. Will Christie

    • Thank you Will for the very interesting post. I see your email address has “acim” in it- should I understand this to be you are a student of A Course in Miracles? If so, you have insight into why I will not accept playing the role of victim. So long as the humans on this planet allow that energetic frequency to resonate with them, they will continue to attract perpetrators and be victimized. That is exactly why I came here- to help make it clear that the earth human is an extremely powerful being and you are creating your reality. The controllers have use fear to traumatize you & keep you distracted from the true nature of your being. But here’s the bottom line- we are in an illusory world. In truth we are energy and this reality is not real at all….it is holographic in nature and we are creating all the drama. To move into the higher frequencies- the 5th dimension- is going to require that humanity raise their vibration up into the love frequency. And you cannot do that if you believe yourself to be able to be victimized. Hopefully you will make it to one of my conferences and we can discuss this in person. I love good debates- so long as personal attack does not become part of it- which it would not with you. Too hard to have a meaningful discussion via FB or this blog. But I really appreciate hearing from you- please stay in touch!
      Much Love~ Sherry

  30. Dear Sherry: For me the idea of a debate on any of your topics seems so alien because everything you say in your You Tube videos resonates for me so strongly. That said, each of your statements is worth a great deal of discussion as I feel there is much learning knowledge behind each one. I have had no extra sensory experiences aside from an occasional voice calling my name and no ET experiences at all. A friend of mine did go aboard a ship in Arizona but he doesn’t tell many people about it. I feel that your primary message is not about ETs but about how we humans relate to each other and to ourselves and your message is meaningful for all of us who have ears to listen and hearts to be present with it. Please know that your message brings us such hope and joy, not just for ourselves but for everyone on our little planet. I understand how, on one hand this must bring you joy and on the other hand how frustrating this must be for you because so many people are unable or unwilling to give your message even the barest possibility of truth. I just pray for those people that somehow they will open their hearts.

    I also make note that your messages talk about you not being well and needing to get your strength back. Please know that I pray for your return to full health and vigor. We need you.
    Love and Blessings, Roger

  31. Wow Roger…..that message tells me you know & understand me very well. You are correct on all those issues. I like to tell this story about Da- he said this: “Your story, Sherry, about alien abductions is an intriguing one that catches the interest of people- even if they don’t believe it, they are drawn to it. So the story is like the carrot dangling off the end of a stick- it pulls people toward you. Then when they get close enough, Sherry, you take the stick & hit them over the head with it and say, WAKE UP, WAKE UP!!!!” Hahaha……he has a wicked sense of humor. But he is correct- my story is not really about ETs. It’s about the earth human needing to wake up to the truth of who they are- claim their power- take back their planet and move forward with Love.

    Those that are ready hear & understand my message and for those not ready- well, that’s okay. They will get there. Not that my message is the only one & true message. But the Truth is the Truth no matter what form it takes or how it is delivered.

    I am regaining clarity of thought- energy and some strength. The damage done to my body might be permanent, but I’m trusting it will all serve a higher purpose.

    Thank you for the wonderful message Roger!

    In Oneness~ Sherry

  32. Sherry DearHeart-6/11/2016
    Yesterday & Today-I came across your True Story on Youtube(Never By Accident) about you being Abducted Since 1968. Bud Hopkins was very good about writing & exposing Individuals True Stories about being abducted through Hypnosis. That’s why I’m so Very Grateful to Both Of You!

    I usually don’t read Blogs but, decided to read yours & I was shocked to read how Deathly Sick You were. I suffered almost the same identical Poison in my Body. My1st was Salmonella Poisoning about 6 yrs., ago from drinking (Once in a Few Months) half of a 14 oz plastic Coke Ca Cola. Google Information Stated that Coke was Contaminated Nationwide & Expired Labels were Removed & New Labels Added.

    My 2nd Poisonous experience was about 4 yrs., ago from Ibuprofin which I very rarely took except for a Headache but, because I developed a Severe Chest Congestion/Cold, I took Day & Night Quill Plus Ibuprofin which gave me Internal Bleeding & I ended in the Hospital for 3 days. My Profession was Very Demanding & Very Stressful Collecting Data on Crime/Identity Theft & completing Monthly Quotas, Traveling 7 days a week & no Vacation For 5 years. I Retired at Age 64.

    YES-It’s Fearful & Scarry! I, too, felt Abandoned by the Source/Universe. But. I do try to REMEMBER & Say, “Ok-Source/Universe-There Has to be a Better Way-Show Me”, & I do Receive Information/Intuition for Myself,Pets,Family,Friends,Plants,etc. & I do act on it Immediately.

    I have been Awakened/Aware since 1974, when a Whisper of A Voice in my Left Ear-Asked Me-“Who Am I”? I almost choked on my Coffee & Cigarettes as I Jumped off the Kitchen Stool. Soon after this incident, I was introduced to Edgar Cayce & Unity from Individuals whom I have never met before. That started my, “Search for God”. In 1978, when I was reading for 6 hours, “The Life of Jesus Christ” by Edgar Cayce” & using Edgar’s Affirmation for about a week on, “Creating A Pure Heart In Me”, (Never Used Affirmations Before), I had a 4 second Down-Load of Information, “That there Never was a Beginning or Ending of Our Creation, that WE Created the Stars, Moon, Sun Trees, Birds/Animals & that WE Named All of Them & that WE were NEVER SINNERS! As soon as I became Aware of my 30-40 feet Pine Trees in Pennsylvania, I said, “Of Course, How Could I Have Forgotten It”. Here is the REMEMBRANCE, That ALL Of US NEED!

    Here is a quote from one of My favorite NDE’s, Mellen Thomas Benedict, The Light said to him, “Always Remember & Never Forget, YOU Are the HEALER-SALVATION & the REDEEMER”.

    My Personal Feeling in regards to Your Very Serious Poisonous Sickness would have been more Appropriate for INELIA BENZ Visiting YOU instead of YOU Traveling to see HER!

    I will be Purchasing YOUR Book. “The Forgotten Promise”. Blessing To ALL of US-ALWAYS!!!

    YES-ANGEL-a!!! “OK”

    • Thank you ANGELA….appropriate name…(-: I love how I get to hear all these great stories from people’s lives- we all have such interesting experiences!!
      Poison has been a main player in my life also- I didn’t connect the dots till my good friend, Vicky, pointed out to me just how often I had been sick from poison. There have been no less than 3 other times when I came close to death due to poison. 1) Sudden toxic shock syndrome when I was 22. 2) Chemical poisoning at age 24. 3) Drug overdose- randomly put in my drink on NY Eve while at a party in Vegas. That was REAL close. In each episode I had assistance from my angels or some higher being. Now this. I’d love to know why it’s been such a theme in my life.

      I love your message and appreciate the reminder. Thank you for taking the time to write. Let me know if you enjoy the book! In Oneness~ Sherry

    • Thanks Erin. Yes, I was taking it for a while. Right now I am on an aggressive chelation treatment under the care of a wonderful alternative health MD. My insurance does not cover it- as anything that has the potential to cure you is not paid- but I am moving ahead with it anyway. I will need over 30 of these treatments, but I am optimistic they will finally get a majority of the poison out of my body. Perhaps then I can regain energy and some vitality. Thanks for writing. Love & Blessings to you! ~Sherry

  33. I watched your video last night .Read your book recently.
    I do hope you are well and still with us .What a blessing you are.
    After watching and listening to you my life finally makes some sense
    Many Blessings to you

      • Hello Again Sherry
        If it is okay with you I will also send energy to you .Have been doing work for over 26yrs
        I have some of the most amazing grandchildren ,two are healers.They communicate with me about past lives sometimes..
        Thank you for reminding me why I came here.
        God Bless you
        Denise in Ariz

  34. Dear Sheri: It’s been a year or so since I last wrote in this blog but in the last few weeks you kept coming into my mind and this morning, bingo, there you were in my inbox responding to Denise Tosca. I do so pray that you recover from your attack and I understand completely your love for those who attacked you. As you say, it’s all part of the game. What I am learning is that what you call an “initiation”, we call lessons. Would it be correct to refer to all big challenges as initiations considering that working through them results in transformation? I have been working through my own challenges for the last 50 years of anger and injustice and am learning how to love those responsible. I suspect that I’m headed toward being a peacemaker as I find peace within myself but of course I don’t know what God has in store for me. I feel very bound to the 3D world.

    Given the desperate polarity in our country at this time your statement about all being an illusion makes more sense to me now than ever. I believe that I and millions of others are committed to the mission that you articulate, the mission of consciousness and awareness of the truth of our connectedness. We are deeply grateful for your strong voice in furthering that mission.

    Love and Blessings, Roger

    • Hi Roger~ Nice to hear from you again! I found your email very interesting and it fits in well with what I am hearing from others. If I ever doubted this “awakening” thing, I sure don’t anymore! I am hearing from a lot of people that are coming into the awareness of who they are and how this world operates.

      Yes, I do not really care for the predominate line of thinking that has the earth humans believing they need to learn “lessons”. I guess I can understand how and why that came into play, but truly it keeps us small…..like we are stumbling around in the dark not knowing anything. And maybe that is why it was put in those terms, as humanity certainly did fall into a very dark place, but what is really needed is for us to REMEMBER….remember the truth of who we are. We are divine children of an all loving Creator and we are as we were created…..we are powerful beings! We don’t need lessons and I don’t buy into this planet being a “school”. That was not it’s purpose- at least that is what I seem to recall. Yes, we are playing the game of hide & seek with ourselves, but that is not the same as saying we were dumbed down and need to learn lessons in order to move on to a higher plane of existence. Our mission is forgiveness….as we awaken and remember who we are it is critical that we forgive ourselves and those who played the part of the “bad guys”. This is easy to do when you are in alignment with the concept of Oneness. The realization that we are all one with our Creator makes it easy to see the world for what it is….a game. Or illusion.

      Beautiful times we are living in…lots and lots of opportunities for forgiveness. I should clarify that this forgiveness is different than what is normally taught. This is not a judgement that one has done wrong and so I will forgive them their sin, since I am such a loving, evolved being. This is non-judgement of everything by awareness of the fact we are playing in a world of illusion where we take on roles for the benefit of experiencing “otherness”. There are no victims. There is nothing that happens to you without your consent, so how is it we should feel justified in passing judgement on others or wallowing in self-pity for how we’ve been wronged. That kind of thinking needs to stop and be replaced with compassionate, loving thoughts. As long as we play the part of a victim we will continue to experience it.

      Thank you Roger for being such a bright light on this planet! Keep shining!!

      lotsa love, Sherry

      • Sherry: Thank you for your reply. I always learn a ton from you, or more accurately, you remind me a ton of what I’ve forgotten. My only wish is to serve. Dear friends of mine published a book last year called “The Augmentation of Man” published by Balboa. He meditates and receives messages from beings whom they call the “Ancients” and the book is a compilation of several years of these meditations. Their messages have much in common to yours but more technical and detailed. Very difficult to understand and It must be read several times to get it. It’s a bit esoteric for my taste. I gave them an audio recording of one of your Youtube pieces and they really liked it and they already knew about you. Their names are Kent and Renee Miller.I would like to send them copies of our blogs but I want your permission first before I do that. I like to keep them up to date on my process.
        I pray that you are well.
        Love and Blessings, Roger

  35. Hi Roger~ Sorry for the delayed response- it’s been a bit hectic! Of course it would be terrific if you want to share our conversations with your friends! And I am looking forward to getting my hands on their book…sorta sounds like The Law of One- a bit challenging at first, but packed with great info! Always good to hear from you~ In Oneness~ Sherry

  36. Hi Sherry,
    I very weirdly and randomly landed on a video of you presenting at a conference, it was embedded in a website and NOWHERE did it give your name. I immediately felt your profound unconditional love .. I was drawn to your amazing presence, I wanted to hold you and be held by you. I do not believe in coincidence but I do believe in synchronicity!
    I went on a search who is this woman? I read all the comments hoping someone would mention who this woman was or what conference was she speaking at and how long ago was this? Finally I found a name and thanx to google images there was your dazzling smile, it indeed proved to be YOU! (the conference was the Alien Cosmo Expo 2017, which I instantly looked up for 2018 and plan on attending!)
    So I looked up every you tube video, article, interview available and your book. (yes I bought it lol) After a few hours at the computer devouring what l could …I found this blog!! YAY :o)
    I was raised believing in reincarnation and that love can heal anything. My Mama taught me how to see auras, I knew about chakras and my subtle energy bodies and the fact that I chose all of this before incarnating. Mama passed away 7 years ago, I love and miss her but feel as though I still maintain a relationship with her. As I listened to you speak you said SO many of the things she used to say to me and although l do not need convincing of any of this. In some way you SPOKE to me … to my soul and the message about Love and Forgiveness. The idea of giving it in advance, not after some dastardly deed or something hurtful has transpired and you feel the victim. YESSSSSS yes yessss. Realizing this play is yours to direct and the role of victim is indeed a choice. But if we see the oneness, we see that we are ALL of the actors and that we can love each player for doing a fine job in their (our) role. You are such an amazing example!!
    I have always not just believed but known there is life beyond our horizons and that we are indeed apart of an interstellar as well as interdimensional family. I just want you to know Sherry that even though your story about “your guys” is truly fascinating and compelling, the love that I felt from your delivery and just when I ‘think’ about you, surpasses the amazing nature of your experience with “your Guys”. Your reach is far and wide keep being your beautiful self and inspiring us all to do the same!
    I can see after reading every entry in this blog for the last 2 or more years that I am not alone in feeling this way.
    Bravo Sister, in proving that love can be felt over time, dimension and cyberspace!
    Love Light & Hugs!!

    • Dear Kevena~ What a beautiful, uplifting message you have sent to me! Thank you for this! Sounds like you had an amazing mother/teacher….what a gift!!
      I will share with you what Da has said- maybe it is here already in one of my comments- not sure. Anyway, he told me that my story of this so called “alien
      abduction” experience is the carrot dangling at the end of a stick. He told me to wave the carrot around and people will- out of curiosity- come closer to
      hear what I have to say. And when I have their attention, I should take the stick and hit them with it and say, “WAKE UP! WAKE UP!! WAKE UP!!!” LOL!! And
      so you are correct in your assessment. Having ET encounters is not what this is about…not even close! It is about getting humanity to remember the truth of
      who they are! It is not an easy thing to do, but those of us who came in as lightworkers are making a difference. It is up to each and every one of us to
      live the truth of our knowing- to set the example. NOW is the time. The matrix is collapsing. Thank you for taking the time to write! Much Love & Blessings
      to you Kevena! ~Sherry 💚

  37. Apologies for the length of this comment. I wonder if I can add something here about serious illness or disease in the physical body, and also about poisoning (as much has been said about that, too, further up the blog, owing to that part of Sherry’s story – so very honestly and bravely told, by the way). As I understand it, we create our own reality absolutely, creating it out of thought and emotion. It’s been said that Thought + Emotion = Reality. Now, this strongly suggests that our serious diseases have been ultimately created by our own thoughts & emotions (but let there be no judgement in realising that). Not because we set out to do so (why would we want to make our bodies ill?), but because it is a LAW of our energy systems that Thought + Emotion = Reality. So, if there is a particular disease in a particular part of the physical body, we can look for clues that might help us to see the underlying cause. Let’s say, someone has a series of mouth & throat problems. We could ask first, what is the function of the throat? And part of the answer might be that the throat contains the organs for speech and that those organs enable the function of verbal communication. The tongue, the teeth, the palate, the lips, and the air passing through the throat – all these produce the words we speak (and our words are the expression of our thoughts and emotions, of course). So such a person might ask themselves what they are invalidating about their speech, talking and communicating, and what negative thoughts they’ve had about this. Maybe they just don’t want to give that talk or lecture tomorrow. Maybe they have low or no self-confidence in the worth of what they have to say. So, if this negativity is strong enough, would it not create a situation where it became impossible to speak? A throat infection, losing the voice, perhaps. And in the very worst case, perhaps, a cancer of the throat.

    I can give an example from my own experience. My body has polycythaemia, which is an imbalance in the production of blood cells. Too many red cells and platelets started to be produced at some point about 1987, and this led to very high levels of haemoglobin, larger than normal red cells, and a potentially dangerous risk of clotting (which could lead to strokes). The bone marrow (which produces blood cells) had gone into overdrive. Tests showed that the chromosome responsible for blood production had become altered. And this is not a congenital defect. At some point in my life that particular chromosome had undergone alteration. Once I’d got my diagnosis and treatment (which is lifelong drug therapy with a cytotoxic drug (!) to cull the cells and keep the blood count normal), I wondered why had I got this particular disease, which is a type of cancer – not proliferation of rogue cells, but just proliferation of the good ones. What had been my thoughts & emotions & associations around blood for 40-odd years? Well, blood is family and represents our blood-line, our very genetic make-up that we receive from our biological parents. In my case (being an adoptee at a few months old) my genetic inheritance is a complete mystery, and I was separated from my birth-mother at a very early age, thus missing out on the natural bonding and bodily nurturing that should have taken place. Obviously, as with all adoptees, as I grew up this led to all sorts of negative thoughts, anger, depression etc. etc. A lot of it suppressed, until I finally got therapy as recently as 2004. But, do you see how my blood disease could be the result of 40 years of negative thinking about my blood-line, my lost blood & birth family? And to such an extent that a blood chromosome got altered? I hope this makes sense.

    So, Sherry asked why poisoning was such a theme in her history. Poisoning is something that usually immediately or eventually attacks and destroys the whole body and its systems and organs. It’s pretty thoroughgoing, and utterly devastating in its effect, and in large enough doses the body will shut down and die completely. So, Sherry’s questions might be, e.g. What negative thoughts & emotions have I held about my physical body, about even having one? Has it been a joy to me or has it felt like a burden? Have I invalidated it? Have I rejected it? And how long has this been going on? When did it start? Did I really want to be born onto this 3-D earth? Did I reject even that very idea before I came? I know from her story, that Sherry’s very beautiful soul did indeed struggle with this.

    Now, for some quick positives about our bodies. Yes, they are containers, but they’re not a tin can…! They are the extension of our complex energy systems, and the last and most dense expression of our sequence of energy-bodies. They are the most complicated and beautifully made living substances, indeed beings (if you like) with their own intelligence, that are not separate from our souls. Every cell contains our own consciousness, And because our own being is not separated from our Creator, what we think and feel about our bodies affects them, for good or ill. ease or dis-ease. That is why we can heal ourselves, if we learn to use our God-consciousness to do so. And also why some of us can heal others by the same method, because we are not separate but all one with/in the Creator – who is Love, by the way.

    Again, those of us following a spiritual path may have said over and over again for many years, “I am not this body”, which is a very useful reminder not to get too attached to the physical body, but may also have the unexpected and unconscious effect of separating our “I am” from the body, thereby harming the so delicate connection between our higher self, our several energy bodies and the densest flesh-and-blood body.

    The truth is it is ALL energy and all connected. Everything is energy, vibrating at different frequencies, but inter-connected. We are all manifestations of the Divine energy that created everything. And that includes our bodies!

    So we have no alternative but to do this. Accept the living body, love the living body, validate it, honour it, embrace its pleasures and pains in the present NOW moment and GO WITH THE FLOW. Our bodies are magnificent organisms, you know, and they have a supremely important purpose. Let’s be grateful for our bodies and give thanks every day for them.

    Laughter is the best medicine, by the way. 🙂

    Blessings and love to dear Sherry and to all who have come here to this blog through finding her. It’s amazing the love that’s expressed here. And I’m so glad I’m not the only one who has responded with BIG LOVE for Sherry, or the only one she’s re-awakened (I fell asleep for a few years) and literally got bowled over by Sherry. If this was being hit with a stick, maybe Da meant the stick was made of Love? 🙂

    Apologies for length of this. Hope it makes sense.

    • Thank you Jan for this insightful and informative posting! YOU should start a blog!! You write beautifully and have wise insights that we can all benefit and learn from! much love to you~ s

      • Thank you, my dear (smiles almost modestly, then laughs out loud!) I have absolutely no intention of starting a blog – and besides I wouldn’t know how to do it – I’m an old-fashioned technophobe at heart! Stopped trying to catch up ages ago – don’t even have a smart-phone, only an outdated cell-phone. But if they ever get to invent a smart-phone that can make a nice cup of tea, I might consider it 🙂

        Oh no, no no. YOU started this blog, And just look what happened – the nature and quality of the responses you got! Something beautiful happened here. We came to YOUR Light. We came to YOUR call. It’s up to YOU to keep the ball in play 🙂

        I know you’re busy, but what about a fresh “Encounters” thread on a topic of your choice? Christmas 2017 into New Year 2018 is a great time for a new one. I’d love to hear again from some of the folks who’ve already spoken here, as I’m sure would you. So ~ over to YOU.

        With much, much more than much love to you ~ and, of course, to all. Indeed, beyond measure 🙂


  38. Dearest Sherry
    Thank you so much for all you do ,for being here your strength and courage sustains so many of us.
    After reading of your latest ordeal .I went into a dark funk. What is this ??. My God /Source is Love ,not suffering!!
    I prayed (demanded 🤐🤐answers.To my,satisfaction they came.🤗
    Your suffering has brought about so much love and compassion from all over the world. Thank you Dear Heart . Wether you did this consciously or unconsciously ,you did this !!
    My heart goes out to you
    I still have doubts about my agreeing to come here😆😆
    I agree that we do have the ability to heal many issues with our body
    Puts a lot of responsibility on us doesn’t it? There are some circumstances y (like yours?
    where we agree to have problems for the benefit of others.
    The mother of a friend of mine spent 13yrs on a feeding tube in a nursing home .She was told her mother was helping others to learn patience and compassion . The good part is that while her body was bedridden her mother’s soul traveled regularly to a beautiful lush area . Her mother grew up in the Makon Delta in Vietnam .

    • Thank you Denise for the kind & loving email. The so-called “attack” on me has been a real challenge for me also! First of all, I don’t believe in attack, so I knew on some level I had agreed to this….so then I got really upset and demanded to know WHY!? As is typical, I got a one word response…”Initiation.” Finally, he expanded and said, yes I did agree to this. I’ve been told over & over again that I agreed to take on this massive “attack energy” in order to clear it out through forgiveness. I refused to play the part of victim and I do not hold malice for those who instigated the so called attack. I believe in Oneness…..who would there be to blame? But I know you are also correct. I would love for everyone to know what I experienced…the overwhelming, amazing and awesome love that was extended to me…the miracles that occurred…the healings…the pure unconditional love from so many sources….people I have never met and may never meet. Yet they gave to me from their heart. Well…..there are no words. Thank you again Denise for the lovely email message! Much love to you- keep your light shining bright- you are a real inspiration! ~Sherry 💚

  39. I laughing right now .My computer “froze up ” after I wrote that message . The Universe ,often “edits my thoughts and words . ,(probably to my benefit ) 😆so I didn’t think u got it!,
    Anyway Peace and Love to you all !!🌎

    no need to reply

    • “Pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding.” Kahlil Gibran, “The Prophet” ~ a little book I have kept beside me for at least 50 years.

      One night in c.1989 aged 42 I was lying quietly in my bed, perfectly healthy, not thinking about anything in particular, and suddenly I felt a great shaft of “something” coming down from above, piercing my chest at about the heart level ~ it felt like my body was being staked like a Vampire in the movies!!! It was intensely physical and really felt like a pointed stake, not being repeatedly hammered in, but slicing inwards in one single swift penetration of sharp pain. Shortly afterwards, I distinctly felt the breaking and dissolving of many many years of emotional & psychic pain I’d held in there about a particular issue (probably for the whole 42 years!). And a little later I was told by my higher-self that this was a demonstration of Gibran’s brilliant image ~ words I had had by heart since c. 1968 ~ and “the breaking of the shell that enclosed my understanding”. Usually it’s a little-by-little process, but sometimes it’s a massive one – our physician-within-us (Spirit) taking a sledge-hammer to crack the nut of our self-chosen pain …

      • Thank you Jan for your wisdom.
        The thought that came to me reading your message was “some of us can be hard “nuts to crack”

  40. I am posting a sign in my kitchen” Reality is an illusion,albeit a persistent one”(quote from A. Einstein.

    My blessed grandchildren will probably have to explain this one to their parents 😊

    Think it would help if we all lighted up a bit.😄
    Angels fly because they take themselves lightly

    • Hi, Denise. Thank you for the conversation and sharing. I was hoping this would happen – that we’d all start talking to each other here – and not just directly to Sherry, as it were. That dearest woman is very busy right now, and needs a break from our chit-chat for a while. She is not absent (because of No.1 Thing to Remember). And – do you know that lovely saying in Paul’s letter to the Romans? “QUIS SEPARABIT…?” It begins (in the Latin). “Who shall separate us from the love of Christ?” No-one and nothing, in this world or any of worlds. It’s Romans 8, verses 35-39.

      Just as proof of that (coincidence, no accident) like you, I have today started a reminder, today have started a fresh bulletin board which is placed above my computer, so I can just look up from the screen now and again and get a reminder. I’ve written out and pinned up on it ‘The Three Things to Remember’ and ‘I surrender. I trust’. I found a 5″ x 3″ version of a playing card – The Ace of Hearts – and pinned that up. I found a card of Leonardo da Vinci’s painting of ‘The Virgin of the Rocks’, an enlarged detail of Mary’s head-and-shoulders, and pinned that up. You can pin up whatever you like, but choose the best & highest vibration – especially in art and visual imagery. Put on the best music for a background – again choose the highest vibes. I’ve got nearly-all-day Johann Sebastian Bach on BBC Radio 3 tomorrow and on Christmas Eve. The man was an absolute genius, way ahead of his time musically,
      and had total devotion & surrender to the Creator/Source.

      Yes, laughter is the best medicine – another quote to pin up.
      You can tell from my comments above that I have a sense of humour, but I use it inappropriately at times. Even that has to be monitored! Lightness of angels – yes, love that one. Isn’t it funny that LIGHT is the opposite of DARK, but also LIGHT is the opposite of HEAVY. This is the season to switch on our lights in every possible meaning of the phrase! Actually, I prefer low-lighting in my apartment..! My neighbours’ houses across the way are lit up like two spaceships with twinkling & flashing blue-and-white Christmas lights. Now that’s going too far, in my opinion…!
      Deep Peace, Light & Love to you, Denise, at this special time.

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